WyzWmn's World©

it’s safe to come out an play again

I will not accept an apology
from people
who lied repeatedly
to me
and about me

I will not accept an apology
from people
who used my deepest secrets
to publicly humiliate me

I will not accept an apology from people
who tried to cover up their transgressions
by having someone else clean up
their public mess

I will not accept an apology
from people who continue
to tell lies about me

I will not accept an apology from people
who still blame me
for all of this

I did nothing wrong
and in spite of what they say
I will not accept an apology…

I will not accept an apology
from people
who seem to be the only one’s
who could have possibly sent that
unconscionable letter
to my fadder
about me

I will move on
and have a new life

but I will not forgive
and I will not forget

they are dead to me.

so mote it be.

I don’t know if you’ve noticed
but
part of the dichotomy that is WyzWmn
is my rather eclectic taste in music
just as I’ve often mentioned
that words
appear as pictures to me

great honking colour pictures
which sometimes makes it impossible
for me to stay focused when a conversation
takes a quick change…but also allows me to
make quick conversational changes….

but I digress

in layman’s terms
I am allllllll over the map
in the music taste vein

on Thursday night
I caught myself
laying on the couch
reading
and listening to 3 hours
of Justin Timberlake
on the tube
in the back ground

*shaking head*

last night
I spent the evening
listening to Pavarotti singing “Nessun Dorma”

and then Nigel Kennedy’s version
of “Vivaldi’s Four Seasons”

this morning
I am being haunted by
Bic Runga’s “Captured”

what is up with this head of mine?