Poetry by Mark Nepo

“Breaking Surface”

Let no one keep you from your journey,
no rabbi or priest, no mother
who wants you to dig for treasures
she misplaced, no father
who won’t let one life be enough,
no lover who measures their worth
by what you might give up,
no voice that tells you in the night
it can’t be done.

Let nothing dissuade you
from seeing what you see
or feeling the winds that make you
want to dance alone
or go where no one
has yet to go.

You are the only explorer.
Your heart, the unreadable compass.
Your soul, the shore of a promise
too great to be ignored


Lost
Stand still. The trees ahead and the bushes beside you
are not lost. Wherever you are is called Here,
and you must treat it as a powerful stranger,
must ask permission to know it and be known.
The forest breathes. Listen. It answers,
I have made this place around you.
If you leave it, you may come back again, saying Here.
No two trees are the same to Raven.
No two branches are the same to Wren.
If what a tree or branch does is lost on you,
you are surely lost. Stand still, The forest knows
where you are. You must let it find you.


Wild Geese
You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese,
harsh and exciting-over
and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

~Mark Nepo~

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What a freakin week….

and it’s only Tuesday!

first off
on my way to work yesterday
my trike broke down

I stood on the side of the road
and watched people drive by me
(some that I even knew….)
for an hour
while waitin for a tow truck

got towed to a shop
called a good friend
before 8AM
and he came
and picked me up
and drove me to work

and then picked me up and
drove me back to the garage
to pick up my trike at the end of the day

not exactly a Herculean feat
but the 3 locations are diametrically
opposite to each other in a triangle
through this city
and gas is currently $152.9 a litre

so the trike cost me $95.17 to repair
not huge
but I’m on a budget ok?

there goes my plans
to purchase a new sleeping bag
for the summer holidays….

I had the day off today
and went to all of my Dr’s
the good news
is that I’m in good shape
for a fat broad…

there’ll be no need for the surgery
blood pressure is down
chest is still a little “reedy”

the bad news…
eyes are substantially worse
over last year
due to the type of meds
being pumped through me
for the crohn’s

so I need new glasses
the only frames I can find
that fit my needs
(get this…I have special needs
in the spectacle department)
are $298.00

the progressive prescription
is another $300.00

I’ll get $200.00 back from my
med plan

apparently we’ll take that outta petty cash?

then I got renewals on
all 6 of my meds

so I took em to the pharmacy
the pharmacy is current
“in discussion”

with their Internet service provider

as a result

I can’t use my debit card or my credit card
I have to go get cash
and then due to some cluster fuck
with my medical plan
the meds cost me exactly $648.84

I’ll get all but $128.97
back from the med plan
but it takes time….

and then….
for the holidays….

I have 2 tents
a really really big one
and a really really small one

the small one won’t hold a mattress
let alone me
but fits on my trike

the big one takes upwards
of half a dozen
people
to erect
and prolly sleeps 10

but I can’t haul it on my trike
it’s like hauling the titanic

I was going to borrow a tent from a friend
for my holiday
only she’s just informed me today
that it’s not usable

so I was looking at spending $70.00
and pickin up a dome tent
at “Crappy Tire”
but now with the glasses
and the scripts

not so much

oh ya
did I mention that my trike insurance
is up for renewal next week?

ya
no
if the rest of the week is like this
the holiday is off
I’ll be the big bald boob
sittin on the living room floor
suckin my thumb
and playin
with my belly button lint!

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