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today I feel disillusioned

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a home where I can relax
no…I’ve gotta live next door to the
Voodoo God and the Screechin Bitch

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a retirement package
I lost it when Danny left with all my savings
and 2 HD’s a truck and a trailer
and I know I’m never gonna see a red cent
so I should suck it up….

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a car
the $100.00 kicked the bucket and now I’m car less
and can’t afford car payments while supporting the VOD

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and living with my mommy
I know that she needs it…
but couldn’t the bother or the blister take a turn?

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and having a job where the boss
couldn’t organize a blow job in a whore house

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not being able to rely on the people I work with as professionals
apparently I should “check their work”
WTF?

yup….
today….
I’m just plain old disillusioned

about me being too quiet
I’m dancing as fast as I can over here!

in the 3 days since I have returned to work
after my wonderful holidays
with my very good (and kind) friends
that went so far as to feed me
dress me
and pull up my bloody underoo’s

I have
written
proofed
edited
laid out
built
coded
linked
pdf’d
and published to beta
218 motherfucking web pages

all the while
with tennis elbow
and carpel tunnel

I don’t care if I ever build one again!
gak!

and at the risk of repeating myself…

if the woman in the office across from me
that hired me
that makes twice (almost 3 times) as much money as I do
comes back from yet
one more freakin coffee “meeting”
sheiking like a bloody fishmonger
one more time
about how damn busy she is
(oh woe is me)
I’m gonna go to jail

cos I’m gonna stab her in the eye
with my freakin mouse!

*ahem*