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I’m home
and life returns to normal

got up at 7
made coffee
no big breaky for me today
the holly daze are truly over

here it is

just over 3 hours later
and I’m still online
researching
and
catching up

I made myself a list
of things
that need to get done

and started to experience
some heightened anxiety
around the amount of it
increased sense of urgency
breathing faster
toe tapping
“get on with it”

erased the list

I refuse to feel
that anxiety
in my day to day
I will find a way
to live
without it

I will step back
and breathe

slowly in
slowly out

I will find
what’s right for me
and I will remain
happy

So Mote it Be!

Into the Mystic – Van Morrison

We were born before the wind
Also younger than the sun
Ere the bonnie boat was won as we sailed into the mystic
Hark, now hear the sailors cry
Smell the sea and feel the sky
Let your soul and spirit fly into the mystic

And when that fog horn blows I will be coming home
And when the fog horn blows I want to hear it
I don’t have to fear it

And I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And magnificently we will flow into the mystic

When that fog horn blows you know I will be coming home
And when that fog horn whistle blows I got to hear it
I don’t have to fear it

And I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And together we will flow into the mystic
Come on girl…

I sent this to Louie in an email this morning
and thought I’d post it here too…

I’ll betcha money
that people weren’t just being malicious last year…

I think they just don’t think.

no?

I’m thinking
that my days of believing
that people will do
the right thing
are gone…

I have this understanding
that I’m gonna have to
take people by the hand
and show them wtf I want
going forward.

last night
I got in the car at 12:30
and came back to Digger’s
just me and Pixie..

the night was gorgeous…
crisp and clear – frosty
…looking at all the stars was just so wonderful…

there I was in complete silence
just me and the earth and the stars…

I had a couple of moments
of real thankfulness
and clarity
around making it thru 2010
with whats left of my sanity…
and the start of 2011…

then my ears decided
that they might fall off
from the cold
so I went into the trailer
and climbed between the sheets…
slept till 8:00AM!

I don’t know why…
but I’m quite hopeful at the moment

2010 ended well for me
and 2011 feels
like there may be something nice in store

course…
I’ve been wrong before eh?
LoL
and I’m here by myself at the moment…
so really?

…what’s to fuck up LoL