March is blowing past me and…

I’m harried
My home stretch is buggin me
The VOD’s health is gonna cost me more than just 1.50/hr
It’s gonna end up costing me my job

I need to ride
The Dr doesn’t think so
But I do

And then there’s the club
Them idjits like to drive me to drink
Who needs the politics?

And politics?
Have you seen where I work?It sure has little er nuttin to do with who you know!!

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Futility

sometimes I feel like life is futile

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again
the only joy I have in my life is riding

to ride is to follow my bliss…

I have no kids
I have no partner or relationship
my job sux more and more every day
I’m tired of being broke
and not having means to do anything but subsist

and now my shoulder is requiring that I not ride

what the fuck am I supposed to do with that?

it’s futile

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