WyzWmn's World©

when the actions of others
make me unsure of myself

I dislike it when someone else’s actions
hurt me and make me wonder what’s wrong with me

I dislike it when people manipulate
and play games so often
that I begin to doubt my own sanity
cos I know I can not trust their credibility

no one is above reproach
even the people that tout
trust, respect and loyalty
lie to me

I agonize and question everything in my life these days
I’ve been lied to so often by people that I trusted
that even when they do come clean with the truth
a little of my heart breaks each time

and I’m tired of feeling wrong
when I know I’m right

and again…I am dead tired of people lying to me

less and less of you can be trusted
without trust there is no respect

where does that leave you?
was it worth the lie?

I hope so
cos I’m done.

find yourself saying something
to someone
and knowing that you’ve never said it before
but also knowing that it’s an epiphany

here’s one for you
“breach of trust is a long term recovery”

i.e. when someone breaches your trust
it could take years to recover
your relationship with that person

if you ever recover it at all

mayhap the real question would be
do you even want to be involved
in a recovery process?

mayhap the trust breached
is not recoverable?

mayhap there is no recovery to be had?

heavy thoughts for starting the morning