I had forgotten…

I truly had forgotten
what it was like
to spend some time
without the games

to spend time with people
you trust to not lie to you
or play games with you
or go behind your back
or exclude you …
just because you don’t agree
with them

I’ve just had 5 fabulous days
of no anxiety
no stress
no personal agendas
no bullshit
and huge amounts of laughter

I saw old friends
renewed acquaintances
watched new and giddy love…
(you know who you are…LoL)
received sage advice
and overall realized the importance
of spending my time
doing what I need to do
for me…as opposed to trying
to do for the majority
and to damn the double speak

5 full days without having to watch my back
to see who’s knife was gonna get lodged there

what more can a girl ask for?

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so many toys

so little money
*sigh*

apparently I did not win 49 million last night
boo

I’m working on a wish list for when I get my car paid off
LoL

it’s cuz I’m a greedy bitch…ya know?

  • digital SLR camera
  • a net book – can’t decide which one quite yet but I want one for traveling
  • Amazon Kindle for ebooks
  • an iPhone or iTouch…again…won’t decided till the time I purchase
  • a mc tent trailer…I lean towards the TourMaster…but time will tell
  • somewhere else to live – where it’s quiet, and I can do laundry and time of the day or night
  • a different job

I hear that you gotta put it out there…or it won’t happen
so this is me putting it out there….

LoL

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