Here’s the thing
I try really hard
not to hate
but sometimes it is simply inescapable
for instance
I hate mornings
when I wake up
with a headache
it only seems to have started
after I did a lip stand
in the cement courtyard
of my Dr’s office
at the end of June
but boy diggity
have I got a headache today!
I almost hate
that my friend Lin
is right
and that a couple
of mouthfuls of something
that contains caffeine
will make it stop
(I’ve been caffeine-free
for close to 10 years)
so I also hate that I’ve got
a half-used bottle of Coke
in my fridge
for mornings like this
next…
I have a friend
that is transitioning
from male to female
I have a couple actually
but this morning while
laying uin bed
I read a post that caused me
to hate
it was her stating
that she actually
has people in her life
that misgender her intentionally
under the auspices of being “honest:
this kind of shit makes me crazy
the actual arrogance of someone
causing someone else
pain and insecurity
and calling it
authenticity
makes me cray cray
and is such a cunt move
ok
back to the fridge for more coke lol
also
I’m back
with the help
of my good friend Renee
I got my shit sorted
there’s a tonne to learn
new WP stuff
but I’ll get there
as long as I don’t throw
this new keyboard at the wall
what a clusterfuck!
but I’m back
and that makes me happy
