Almost Famous

I’m re-watching the movie
Almost Famous
the semi-autobiographical
coming of age story
of William Miller aka Cameron Crowe
who was a contributing editor
of Rolling Stone
at 16

the movie focuses on
young William
virtually running away from home
with a rock and roll band
the fictitious “Stillwater”
in the company of one groupie
Penny Lane

there’s a scene
where the band almost splits up
and one of the lead band members
takes young Billy off to a party
where the band leader
gets zoo’d on acid
and Billy is forced to call
the band
to come rescue him

the resultant angst
makes for good movie making

yet every time I see the bus scene
after the party scene
where Russell is still bug eyed
and everyone is on the bus
Elton John’s Tiny Dancer
comes on
and one by one
each person on the bus
sits staring ahead
and joining in

at which point
Billy turns to Penny
and says
“I have to go home”
and Penny smiles and says
“you are home”
as they all continue to sing

for me…
that right there?
that capsulizes
what all of us were doing
in the 70’s
all the hippies and heads
the rockers and groupies
even the straights
we were all
looking for home….

and some of us still are…

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R.I.P

 

 

 

 

 

today

I am missing
a lady I never
actually met

I know her partner
but I never had
the pleasure
of speaking to her
face to face

on June 19th
she died suddenly
in her soul mate’s arms

tragic is not nearly
a big enough word
to describe
the lost of someone
who has consciously struggled
to be the caliber
person
she had become

I can’t make
the memorial
today
so
I’ve spent hours
pouring over
all the wonderful
heart felt comments
left for her partner
and if nothing else
it’s once again
made critically clear
to me
the need
for each and every one of us
to live in the now
to stop waiting for then
to be happy
to enjoy life
to do what we need to do
to make things better
for ourselves
and those around us

Rest in Peace Elsje Alblas
you walk with all the gods now
old and new

Big love Peter
Big
Big
Love.

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