We Remember….

Wilfred Owen
Dulce Et Decorum Est

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,
Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,
Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of disappointed shells that dropped behind.

GAS! Gas! Quick, boys!– An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
And floundering like a man in fire or lime.–
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,
He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.

If in some smothering dreams you too could pace
Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
His hanging face, like a devil’s sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,–
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie: Dulce et decorum est

Pro patria mori.

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Perspective

Funny how shit happens to put your life in perspective

yesterday, my mother, whom you may remember suffers from white coat syndrome and hasn’t been to a D in virtually 30 years – got the results of a passle of tests that her new Dr has run – she has to see a vascular surgeon as one of the main arteries in her neck (the one that feeds the brain on the left side of her neck) is 80% blocked…and that’s what caused her eye to “black out” 2 weeks ago….

I know that they can do wonders with shunts in this arena…but she says she isn’t going to the appointment with the surgeon and has forbidden me to inform my brother and sister of the situation.

I am gonna end up pissin her off and telling them…and I am gonna get her to the surgeon if I have to throw her over my shoulder to do it…the appt is on the 9th…which to me is an indication of just how urgent the Dr thinks this situation is.

the whole thing certainly puts my angst about my job in proper perspective.

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Science may have found a cure for most evils; but it has found no remedy for the worst of them all — the apathy of human beings. – Helen Keller

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