Roiling
Like a boat
On the sea
Bobbing weaving
Turning round
And round
Up one wave
Down the next
Never knowing for sure
If I’m going
To make it
Time
Patience
Mindfulness
Vs
Intolerance
Anger
Fear
What to do?
How many more shocks
Do I need
Before
One grand swell
Crushes me
All these years
Believing
The best
Only
To find out
Maybe
They are all right
All those negative
Mean voices
Could just be correct
And I may just be
What I’ve feared
the most
Alone
Always
Alone