Dreaming on repeat…

Ever suffer through a dream on repeat?

More than 10 years ago I had a friendship with someone that I cared deeply for and respected abundantly….That relationship/friendship came to an end when that person hurt me deeply…(apparently I have a talent for attracting those kind of people as it’s happened numerous times in my life)

For over 10 years I have had dreams about that person…They are never about repairing the friendship… They are always about my embarrassment and hurt at being taken advantage of again…

My life is pretty good these days…I have effectively cut most of the darkness away, and I have made great strides in understanding my own responsibilities and boundaries and I’m doing pretty well at holding fast to them…

Then why the hell does this continue to happen? Am in fact lying to myself about my recovery or is it simply that I am spending too much time alone?

The mind plays curious tricks

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