I wish
I was almost anywhere else in the world
but for here today
I don’t cry often anymore
my life is pretty good
so I find it really sad
when someone
does their best
to intentionally hurt my feelings
in their burst of anger
I acknowledge all the time
that I am but a work in progress
I repeat over and over
“it’s not about blame…
it’s about acknowledging a mistake
fixing it and moving on”
however, for some
that’s not good enough
I just don’t know what else
I can do…
still
once I get over vacillating
between hurt tears and angry tears
(cos hurt tears always make me angry)
I’m back to trying my best
cos that’s all I can do really
