here’s the thing…
it’s been 2+ years since I was in here regularly
I’ve been reading about Ryder Carroll’s Bullet Journalling (BuJo)
for at least a year
like most people
I got hung up in the ideaology of supplies
and the pretty I’m not practiced enough
to compete
but I think what I need to do
is just jump in
to find some way to write again
even if it’s just a minimalist
list of things
to clear my head
Too much has hapenned…
I’ve been off work since June of 2015
I’d reached a medical nexus
the perfect storm
as it were
I’ve since lost my car, my savings and my retirement
it’s all gone
soon I may lose my home
it is what it is eh?
I’m unable to get a job
as I no longer have wheels
and the local transit
is not effectual in my area
which means no one while
a person
that can’t work evenings
or weekends
it’s my own private
catch 22
the good news is that I’ve lost more than 50 lbs
and I physically feel
better than I have in 30 years
I’m getting well
each and every day!
and my family
is trying to rescue me
in spite of myself
if I can just hold on
till the New Year
it will get better…
because
there is no alternative
right?
because 2018 is going to be stellar
right?
I think besides writing again
to organize my brain…
I’m also thinking
I may start writing stories again
even if I don’t seem to have a
basis of comparrison/reference
because I currently
closely resemble
the definitive house mouse LoL
because as Ryder Carroll says:
“time is not a renewable resource
we can’t make time
we can only take time”
