this will be my last post from the Fanny Bay Farm
I used to love the drive here
there was a real sense of security and coming home for me
this is where I repaired my relationship with both my father
and my spirit
Dad’s gone now
and there’s a big hole in my life
I’ve had my big ugly cry (more than one in fact)
and I’m sorting through his stuff to see
what I’d like to keep
and what my brother and sister
would like to keep
it’s hard
and it’s final
and it is definitely an end to an era for me
I’m sad
I miss him
it’s one thing to sit down and discuss what needs to be done
it’ is entirely another to actually do it
the drive out here is no longer happy
the safe haven is gone
we’ll see what the future holds.
